Posted By Cyndi on January 18, 2010
A few weeks ago, I had a strange episode. I was driving down my road, and suddenly couldn’t say what I was trying to say. It was the weirdest feeling. I knew what I was trying to say…..but somewhere between my brain and my mouth, it just wasn’t happening. the sounds coming out of my mouth wouldn’t even qualify as ‘words,” in my opinion. At the same time, my hand was feeling numb, and I had a headache behind my eye.
I tried to ignore it….and then it happened again while my husband, daughter, and I were eating at a restaurant.
Last week, I went to see my doctor and explained what had happened. She seemed alarmed…. Now, when your doctor seems alarmed by your symptoms, that doesn’t exactly put you at ease, now does it?? She then proceeded to tell me that the last time she drew blood for lab work, my Liver Function Studies were abnormal……and that someone “should have called.” Well, guess what?? THEY DIDN’T!!!
So, she repeated the blood work and then scheduled me for a CT scan of my brain. The blood work was done that day, and the CT scan was done today.
So….here I sit……waiting for results from all of it.
It would be safe for you to assume that patience is NOT a virtue that I seem to possess. I don’t know whether to be glad the tests are over…..or be mad because they forgot to call me after the first blood work came back abnormal….or to worry and freak out over the possibilities of the diagnosis.
Hmmm…what could it be? It could be a brain aneurysm, brain tumor, stroke, some horrible syndrome that I can’t even pronounce…… And the liver? Hmmm…..that could be a liver tumor, hepatitis, liver failure….and many other unpronouncable diseases.
Patience……….PLEASE pay me a visit……….. I know that God is in control and that He is the Great Physician. However, that doesn’t keep me from being afraid of the possibilities. I know that it should….but I’m being honest here…it doesn’t.
So, here I STILL sit….waiting…
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